I hate this
I hate feeling like I’m annoying her
I hate that she isn’t here
I hate that I can’t call her mine
I hate not knowing if she loves me or not
I hate missing her like this
But most of all I hate that I have to hold it in when all I want to do is hear her voice.

I promise myself I will stay strong
I will find a way to get over this
I will always love her
But I can’t keep hurting myself

I want to just fade away

why can’t plane tickets be like 10 dollars